It has been a long time I visited
my blog. It means I have not expressed myself in my words for ages and yes, it
is very difficult to find words always. We have bunches of things to express
and yet we don’t know how. Long time ago, I discovered a quench in my soul that
directed me towards a greatest degree of achievement but nowadays I see a fire
inside me. I am searching a life that I dream about, which is full of
achievements, ambitions, joys, and a greater degree of independence. I am in
the stage of realizing that life has its own optimisms and obstacles, and there
are many factors, which prevent us from doing what we love in our lives even at
the times when we are madly in a need for such aspects. Many unexpected incidents
make us tired, irritated and at most times angry. It seems that this world is
full of fakes, and so artificial. There is a saying that if we find ourselves
hard to sustain in this world, then probably we must have made for a different world.
I am now in the process of creating my world of optimism. I see a lot of poor
faces in Vanni on the way when I travel to Jaffna. I see they live in small
shelters or houses that are made up of coconut leaves. They had gone through a
nightmare and of course, yes they have nothing to lose further. I like the innocence
in their faces and this is only where I find no fakes. They remain innocents
and my subconscious feels a hungry in their souls. Yes, this is for achievement
and definitely, they are in a search for something. They have to search something
every day even to survive. Even a single word would come out from their heart
and they just don’t spoil their lives with fakes. The only aspect that I doubt
about them is that whether they remain poor just because they are innocents or
just because they are poor, they remain innocents. However, I find many people
just as me who have the same fire inside, and truly, nothing is wrong in
creating a world for us if we find that this world is not fitting for us. Regardless
of the fakes, and the obstacles thrown at us, we have bunches of things to do
in our lives. We are here to do something that we do love and no one else has
the rights to prevent us from doing so. Life has a biggg meaning and there is
just one opportunity to live it. Nothing is best like creating a world of
desires and dreams when we find us hard to cope-up to the waves of fakes and
obstacles that come in our way.
