Friday, December 18, 2009

An ambitious run

I keep on running everyday, every minute, every second. Sometimes I am tired, irritated, reluctant, confused and asking myself whether I can finish my run successfully. I don’t know how I would feel if I stop this run in my half way. Each minute I meet new faces and am preparing myself to be not reluctant to face a new life. I am running with my joys, encouragements, discouragements and with the happiness of meeting new good persons and with the confusion of why I met some people who are so far from me and with only the soul of memories of those who I have lost on my way. I could hear some voices while this ambitious run, saying that I can achieve my target. Anyway only thing I can certainly say is that I am not so far from my target. No longer, it may be a few years, I will achieve it. When I started running, I thought it will be so easy to achieve it as I had no idea about how it would be. Thus I did see it only as a small dot. But later on, this dot started to grow. It didn’t take time for me to realize that I needed more energy. On my way, I met incidents which made me so tired, so sad and so discouraged but on the other hand, they all forced me to run solemnly towards my target. There were flowers on my way and also stones which tried to pull me out of my way. So I got wounds but no longer, I had realized these all are the prices that I am paying to gain something. Anyway, now this is the time to run fast as I am very near to my ambitious point. Now it seems like a globe and I could not see that dot which was there when I started running. All the pains are gone. I feel very certain in the trust of achieving this. I am becoming so energetic, so optimistic and so hard working and asking myself how I could change like this. Anyway the answer is I am so solemn in my ambitious run.